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CAUGHT IN THE NET 184 - POETRY BY RONNIE GOODYER
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On this church-chime Sunday, it doesn’t
matter if we loved once; it doesn’t matter
if we’ve never met; it doesn’t matter if our
paths will never cross again. What matters
is that when I exhale this, you sense the air,
from Being there by Ronnie Goodyer |
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CONTENTS
1 - BIOGRAPHY
2 – POETRY
My Moon in Cancer
Dartmoor Song
Donna
Home
Being There
Flames in Mullion
The Light Fandango
Let’s not go out on this winter day
My Breeze
Come Away She Said
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3 - PUBLISHING HISTORY
4 - AFTERWORD
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1 – BIOGRAPHY:
Ronnie Goodyer is a poet and publisher with six collections to his name.
He
was
on the
BBC Judging Panel for their
Off By Heart poetry competition
(BBC2) and is Poet-in-Residence
for animal welfare charity League Against Cruel Sports. Ronnie
founded award-winning Indigo
Dreams which he runs with partner Dawn and they were the first joint winners of
the Ted Slade Award for Services to Poetry. They live with rescue collie Mist,
in an ex-forester’s house in the southwest. They will be bringing out a joint
collection in April 2020.
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2 - POETRY
There’s a mist over the forest today
hiding the already hidden, deadening
sound and spreading
rumours
of Autumn
to the full-leaf trees, still
warm-rooted in Summer.
Our light tracks which crackled through
the broadleaf, hushed through the pine,
are cleansed by the gentlest water droplets,
floating clouds in gullies and hollows.
It is a day for the trees to stand alone,
for the mosses and grasses to be refreshed,
the red deer to wander at will without
being startled by invasive intruders.
There is change in the air, anticipation.
The Beech is ready to announce this season’s
colours,
the Dogwood too. Bog Asphodel
strips its yellow blooms, Sundew its white.
You brought your Cusp of Energy, vibrant,
to meld my Moon in Cancer. Tonight, with
entwined silhouetted hands, we’ll watch our
September Moon glow for foragers and lovers.
In our Northern skies Gemini will shine
just for you. Looking South, Orion will tell us
that Autumn is near. Seasons are changing.
Standing here, we know that we never will.
The cloudburst by ancient Pizwell
had failed to muddy the track enough
to stop our boots and paws progressing
and the wind rustled just long enough
to flutter the lungta style prayer flags
colouring the trees in the Lower Merripit vale,
communing with the hidden shrines
and ceremonial round houses.
The East Dart continued its story
through Bellever and sprayed the old
clapper bridge, designed for carts,
now beloved by catalogues and cameras.
And here I stand, knee-deep in September,
the sun now high and trees dripping apples.
Here you can swallow me whole
or place me with others frozen in time.
Walk me to the rise of King’s Tor
then drop me deep in the Walkham Valley.
Trace me the tracks of the Devonport Leat
to the heart of Foxtor Mires and let the call
of the meadow pipit be my only alarm cry.
Leave me here with the silence that haunts,
the heartbeat that feeds my serenity
and the wind that brushes over these words.
Donna
On summer solstice by the water,
full green reflecting on the pond,
coots collecting bread for their young
and the staccato hum of June insects.
She came from across the Jerseys'
field, a thirty-year-old child, beautiful
and pure. Slightly troubled, she had
experienced another's death through
the ghost of the victim, seeing the wall,
feeling the regions of pain through
prickled skin. She told me without
embellishment, with a natural rush
and held my hand as she described
the surge of warmth that filled her
as he finally passed over.
And later years she held uncertain love,
heart-hoping for the world to relax its grip,
move bright skies into her head, let
all the days be summers. It was time
winter passed, gave her a chance.
I breathed warmth – all I could do.
We were dowsing for reasons in sunlight
and I was comforting with presence.
Later, we watched fireworks over farms
and evening shadows grow longer from
the base of the stones. It all seemed
calm, perfectly calm. The breeze was cleansing
in whispers, our only communication coming
inwardly, from the heart and the breath;
outwardly, with a positive flow of hands
Under camera-stars and gossip-trees,
enclosed in love and love of things,
I can rest informed and protected.
The fussy bee with his golden knees
leaves its sedum patch to dance on my hand
telling me where the first buds are appearing.
The dragons of the air hover emerald
iridescence from six feet away,
happy that the clay pool has refilled.
The pearl fritillary tells me her family
have moved here for the scabious and loosestrife
now their old home is empty warehousing.
Away from home the galleries are harboring art.
Away from home the museums are embalming literature.
Away from home a soldier walks towards us
through a field of dead or dying flowers,
half-buries his rifle, barrel open to the sky,
plants it with
papaver rhoeas,
before
continuing his search for the perfect rose.
Being There
On the morning-moist edge of Chase Woods
fallen conkers are protected in their
green sputnik cases, lying in a firebed
of wounded autumn leaves. Under the rising sun
the trees are black; to each side a painter
has daubed the canopy with diffused orange.
My dog is a steam train running against
a barrage of birdsong. I’m in a margin of nostalgia
in some spent photograph.
The sloping rows of blackcurrants drop an arc
to the meadow, the gaps between shining
as warming ice, as dew and light live their
daily awakening. There is a reproduction of shadows
in this molten sealing wax of vision.
On this church-chime Sunday, it doesn’t
matter if we loved once; it doesn’t matter
if we’ve never met; it doesn’t matter if our
paths will never cross again. What matters
is that when I exhale this, you sense the air,
my breath the failing breeze you feel;
when I look to the far spire you too will see
across the fields with me, there on the book
in your hand, on every single wall you own,
in whatever direction you care to look.
It’s the only important thing this ennobled moment:
Being there.
Flames in Mullion
‘Would you buy off a gypsy?
Place your palm on the tablet.’
Pre-digital sun was shining on a man
who used a bale of hay to move a pig
sixty-two years ago. And generations on,
Leanne guided Huxley to his plastic sty
one-handed as she exited the playschool gate.
Mrs Kernow won a one-way ticket
to the Royal Cornwall Hospital
and the Old Inn landlord showed
his latest giant snail to the punters
as someone in early-flowering shorts
ordered two pints of local Doom.
He took his Doom to his wife.
‘Would you buy off a gypsy?’ she asked
as he put shaking glasses onto wood.
The Light Fandango
Thin life-scratches hiss from the Dansette
and we rise in tipsy awkwardness
with that dance of frost and fire,
that dance of smoke and laughter.
We peel our skin and leave on the back of the door
for others to admire while we rub bones
and you choose to float through me.
I froze erect at how that passion could have been.
Ask me a question you laughed and I did;
“How does it feel to be one of the beautiful people?”
“Now that I know who I am?” you say,
smiling at the distance of another song.
“It feels like laughter and frost,
like smoke and fire.” We skipped the light,
leaving the cartwheels for others
who were wearing our skin and looked exactly like us.
Let's not go out on this winter day,
the wind is shouting at the walls,
the fire won't take that long to catch,
the softness of the sofa calls.
Let's not go out on this winter day,
let's both hold still and think of ways
to travel worlds inside our heads,
refuse the places winter stays.
Let's walk through books, let's walk through poems,
visit Fern Hill and Dover Beach;
to Yeats' Lake Isle of lnnisfree,
Frost's America, Homer's Greece.
Let's drink too much and let's laugh too loud
let's find what sheer indulgence brings!
Let's clink our glasses while we can
and catch each other's hiccupping!
Then let our music resound from rooms,
as we struggle to sing as one,
Strawberry Fields, Forever Young,
Redemption Song, Here Comes The Sun.
Let's not go out on this winter day
but well before the flames expire,
let's sink into each other’s arms,
make love before our winter fire.
My breeze sweeps off the sea into Coverack,
where it meets the Moho and cleanses the tides;
where it ruffles the legs of oystercatchers,
cries in song with the curlew, lifts the buzzard.
My breeze warms the air for daffodil and orchid,
takes the Peacock and Copper to spring quill;
seeds the air with valerian and campion,
rocks the ox-eye daisies on wilderness cliffs.
My breeze carries the ancient cry of the vixen
across the co-axial fields of Lowland Point,
raising the heads of Neolithic workers,
the Romano-Cornish gathering furze for fires.
My breeze blows gossamer to evening waves,
hastens the freshwater through Godrevy reed-beds;
it spirals in the past centuries of St. Keverne
and whispers the names of long-dead mariners.
My breeze fades in the sepia tints of dawn,
where shadows mirror flat on the river;
where Helford’s cottages hide in looming trees
and mists rise clear above still masts.
My breeze takes me to wild Goonhilly Downs,
to the rambling estates and country houses;
to coves and meadowland, serpentine and winter beaches;
to the heart that beats forever in Cornwall.
Moho – where the earth’s mantle meets the oceanic crust
Come Away She Said
Come away she said
and I did, to the Logan Stone at
Porthcurno's indigo bay, swept
clean by the busy Atlantic, to find
her on the stage under Minack
Theatre stars, speaking of sharing
a world with wine and paintings;
to the isolation of Rame Peninsula,
where she said we were the only
people left alive; to the higgledy-piggledy
Polperro streets, where we lived in a
house on stilts, roaming the shadowy
wooded valley and counted the blacks,
silvers and blues in the harbour. We
drifted the Lerryn Creek, through the
water-meadows to the spire at Lostwithiel
Church, where we never married.
I crawled to find her under Heligan's
blanket of brambles, lost myself in
the jungle, sought romance in the
Italian garden. I heard her voice echo
through the white yachts at Carrick Roads,
the towering magnolias of Trelissick.
Come away she said,
to the mists settling on the Manacle Rocks,
where she would guide me to the ocean
bed. Hazed in blue and unprepared, I fell
against the serpentine cathedral rocks
and cracked a water-drilled nugget to
the footprint sands. When it split, an inner
fossil contoured against the evening air.
It was then that I traced the outline of
her heart, so cold against my bloody hands.
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