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CAUGHT IN THE NET 103 - POETRY BY
JAN HARRIS
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She draws
the course carefully,
criss-crosses the straight lines, neatly
numbers each square, scribbles
HOME in the final one. Josefina
throws the pebble onto the first square, skips over
it onto two and three, hop, five and
six, hop, eight and nine, then home.
from; Hopscotch by Jan Harris |
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CONTENTS
1 - BIOGRAPHY
2 – POETRY
Surprising times
The first time I saw your face
While all is quiet
A daughter’s house
Mothers know the mercurial properties of time
Flower Girl of St Kilda
your photograph in the newspaper
Hopscotch
Perhaps
Nubilous Jubilous
3 -PUBLISHING HISTORY
4 - AFTERWORD
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1 – BIOGRAPHY: Jan Harris
Jan’s poems have appeared in several literary magazines and
ezines including Nth Position, Popshot, Ink Sweat and Tears, and 14 Magazine.
She was the editor and web developer of ‘Madelaine’, an online magazine of
poetry, prose, pictures and recipes. Madelaine was designated a ‘Poetry Landmark
of Britain’ by the UK Poetry Society in 2005. Jan lives in Nottinghamshire and
works from home as a freelance writer.
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2 - POETRY
Surprising times
We devour
the day like a scrumped apple,
sincerely
note a lessening of gravity. It seems
the tufted
duck floats inches above deep water
but she
merely stands in the shallows.
A devious
wind upturns a swan
his rubber
foot treads the air then stretches.
Rain is
forecast, yet dry leaves fall on our heads,
scrunched
notes from lost days.
We expected
russet, gold, ochre, vermillion;
there is
brown and brown and a small boy
proudly
bearing a hundred spring green leaves.
Rumpled
sheep sit cross legged on benches
and our
reflections in the lake laugh
and laugh at
the absurdity of making plans.
The first time I saw your face
mortar
crumbled,
gales sliced through gaps in the wall,
tiles thundered
down the roof
leaving us exposed and trembling.
I’d expected love
to rise like bubbles
in a champagne flute, not this tsunami.
I drowned
while I held you above water,
your head cupped in my hand,
one
fingertip resting on the pulse
of your fontanelle.
While all is quiet
She steals
time while others sleep,
plucks seconds from the night
and cups
them in the pale moon of her hands.
While the
house collects its breath
she gathers up the bustle of the day
and
strains it through a muslin cloth:
spent elderflowers,
the peel of
bitter lemons,
tough pips and woody stalks,
discarded.
In the
silence she sips her wine,
warms the golden liquid on her tongue.
It floods her mouth with light
morning
clamours like a hungry child.
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A
daughter’s house
Scented candles deck the marble hearth, redolent
of jasmine and
summer barbecues. A woollen rug,
shot
through with cobalt blue and amethyst, fits
snug against the stone,
its colours mirrored by two
cushions from a childhood room, at home now
on a window seat.
The crowded mantelpiece
displays a cut-glass vase of
roses, freesias, peonies,
an heirloom from the new branch of her
family,
her
fingerprints pressed next to theirs.
High-tech
gadgets glisten on the shelves - Skybox, Xbox, Wii –
a
tower of DVDs, some movies she was banned from
watching years ago. A
blur of faces lines the wall
as if a speeding train has
halted for the briefest time
and
left behind a tracing of its passengers, while just
two
people disembarked and chose to stay.
Beside the
open door an old grey coat hangs from a chair, its
hem
still
damp with rain. The
contents of a bag spill on the
floor: a phone, a key, a packet of her
parents' favourite tea.
Mothers know the mercurial
properties of time
Frail baby bird in your
incubator,
arms bent like wings, unfledged and translucent,
your face foreshadows old age,
as if time must run backwards
for you to catch up.
Suspended, we hold our breath,
look only seconds ahead.
“Give her time”, they say,
so we place a scintilla in glass
and hang it from a thread.
With years shimmering behind us
I glimpse you at the window of your room.
Raven black, jewelled with lapis lazuli,
you stretch into the night,
the arc of your back a yearning,
something feral in your eye.
An echo of your birth takes flight.
“It’s too soon,” I tell the
quicksilver mirror
before my reflection ghosts away.
Flower Girl of St Kilda
Toes bound
with sea campion
spiral
tasselweed in her hair
she offers
her flowers to the storm
runs
barefoot to Conachair
casts
Harebell to Atlantic drifts.
She thought
she could beat the wind
but time and
change overtook her.
She balances
on mistress rock
a basket of
dog violets, wild hyacinths
proffered
from outstretched foot.
Fathoms
below, tide pounds gabbro stacs
into new
forms. The flower girl
snares
gannets, puffins, gulls,
lights the
oil in her curls,
sweeps her
feet with fulmar wings.
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your photograph in the newspaper
the niqab
frames your eyes
owl eyes in saffron dusk
amber where ashes reside
I lift you from the page
feel your small warm weight on my
hand
fly little bird
fly on silent wings
there are men in
the forest
and earth is hard as stone
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Hopscotch
Josefina
feels behind the dustbin
for a nub of
sky blue chalk
and a
speckled green pebble,
smooth and
snug for her palm.
She draws
the course carefully,
criss-crosses the straight lines,
neatly
numbers each square,
scribbles
HOME in the final one.
Josefina
throws the pebble onto the first square,
skips over
it onto two and three, hop,
five and
six, hop, eight and nine, then home.
She throws
the pebble onto the second square,
hop, hop,
hop, five and six, hop, eight and nine,
home for
moment before she starts over.
Josefina
hops and jumps until the light fades
and her bare
feet are blue with chalk,
small toes
clenched like a fist.
step on a crack, break your
mother’s back
step on a nail, put your father
into jail
step on a line, break your
mother’s spine
She tucks
the chalk back behind the dustbin
snuggles the
pebble into her palm,
and sleeps
between the lines.
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Perhaps
The sea, so
far away tonight
drawn by the half-dipped sun,
red light, gold
upon the beach
the woman waits
her footsteps trail behind
soon they too will wash into the deep
and in her hand a piece of
beach-glass, warm
he drew their names once in the sand
skimmed
stones upon the waves
she lets the beach-glass fall
the story
polished smooth
the turn of tide, the light.
Nubilous Jubilous
Nubilous
jubilous surf the clouds
swuff through the sky like a shoopowder
star
scud through cirrus and into the skree
slip stream the
brubru to Vina del Mar
Nubilous jubilous ride the rain
adrift
on a bubblegum bicycle
wrap up in a cumulous eiderdown
squiffy
wheels and handlebar icicle
Nubilous jubilous skim the breeze
snaffle an egg from the snoobirdle tree
snitch a balloon string and
shimbelly down
scrambled or boiled it’s past time for tea.
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Surprising times - published online at Nth Position, http://www.nthposition.com/ April 09
While all is quiet - published in 14 Magazine, issue 12, October 2011
Flower Girl of St Kilda - longlisted in Mslexia poetry
competition 2009
your photograph in the newspaper - published online
at
www.therecusant.org.uk, 2010
Hopscotch - published by Earlyworks Press in Sky Breakers, an anthology of poems and flash fiction
Perhaps - published in The French Literary Review, Issue No 5, December 2006 and online at http://ink-sweat-and-tears.blogharbor.com December 2009
Nubilous Jubilous – published in Popshot, Issue 1, spring/summer 2009
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