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CAUGHT IN THE NET 87 - POETRY BY DOUG HOLDER
Series Editor - Jim Bennett
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All eyes
from; Sardines by Doug Holder |
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CONTENTS
1 - BIOGRAPHY
2 – POETRY
A Holocaust of Toads
Ashes to Ashes/Dust to Dust"A Skirt of Heresy for the Religious"
"The Heartbreak of Psoriasis"
SARDINESSTEM CELLS
Furnished Room (Newbury St. 1978—Boston, Mass.)
AM I A MAN OF BONE OR FLESH?
THE PERFECT LAWN
Spring On School Street. Somerville, Mass.
3 - PUBLISHING HISTORY
4 - AFTERWORD
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1 – BIOGRAPHY: Doug Holder
Doug Holder is the founder of the Ibbetson Street Press. His press has published
books by A.D. Winans, Hugh Fox, and other poets from the small press. He teaches
writing at Bunker Hill Community College in Boston and Endicott College in
Beverly, Mass. His own work has appeared in Rattle, Main St. Rag, Poetry Motel
Endicott Review and others.
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2 - POETRY
A Holocaust of Toads
As boys-
we dropped rocks
a flurry of bomblets
on a passing phalanx
of toads.
Commanders for once
free from the clamp
of parental constraint
punch drunk
with the notion
of our control
of fate
life
death.
And like
mini Dr. Mengeles,
we experimented
stuffing firecrackers
down their
twitching throats
and watched
with clinical fascination
as the blood
and amphibian skin
amounted to no more
than a small amorphous mess.
Well,
after all they are only pests.
We watched them march
time after time
and we kept
our lethal promise
for their well-appointed death.
So many of them
black spotted, green, gray with white
all that blood
those terminal hues
we were just boys
we were Jews.
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Ashes to Ashes/Dust to Dust
* A kaddish to my late Dad.
The Hudson
was a misty
broad sheet
of placid water
that enveloped
the fine, powdery
spray of
fallible flesh and
brittle bone--
all that
was left of
the man.
The river slowly
dragged him downstream
past the
worn, world-weary
Bronx tenements
of his youth--
Then passing
the teeming city
he loved, left, but always returned to--
the very city
he cut his baby teeth in.
Finally
he was flushed out
to the
wide mouth
of the open sea
his essence--
where
he always
wanted
to be.
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"A Skirt of Heresy for the Religious"
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"The
Heartbreak of Psoriasis"
* A TV and
Radio AD Slogan.
As a kid`
when I heard that
commercial on the radio
I imagined
a lonely heart
a man
in a barely, furnished room
uncomfortable in
his own tortured skin.
Had he hoped for something better?
Something more in porcelain perhaps?
A clean sheet
to hide
the true to the
bone skeleton,
a proper draping
for what was
really beneath.
A second chance
for that second skin
he thought,
as he rubbed
and white flakes fell
like a flurry of pristine snow
much like the ones outside
his window.
* Ekleksographia
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SARDINES
In a tin
the metallic flap
pealed away
like a skin
what a predicament
they are in.
All eyes
neat rows
well-oiled
packed in, like
well,
what they are.
I wonder
what school of
thought they
were in,
before their
terminal canning,
before this twist of fate--
what were they planning?
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STEM CELLS
Harvest them now
just before they truly grow
give them the right to vote
make them into a huge left-leaning
political cell
that will spare us
from Republican hell.
Pure and asexual
and never ineffectual,
let the press ponder
their intricate code.
We will produce them blindly
we'll get
the mother lode.
It's all about getting the vote
if the truth be told.
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Furnished Room (Newbury St. 1978—Boston, Mass.)
The raw, coiled
red glare
of the hot plate–
the urine stain
of a sink
and the waft
of Red Sauce
from Davio’s below–
The head
a short, anxious scamper
down the hall,
the hacking cough
of the retired civil servant
through a thin wall.
And the spinster
who peers from
the crack in her door
gathers her pennies
and courage
for her big trip
to the corner store,
the wooden ladder that
ascended to a tar roof
the sweet /sorrow scent of city, rain and sea…
and my youth…
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AM I A MAN OF BONE OR FLESH?
Am I a Man of Bone or Flesh?
I am
more
than stick
or bone
an empty
coat rack
for no one's
home.
Can you still
feel my supple flesh,
like a fruit's
skin blushing
with its ripeness?
And yes
I know
where I
stand
and the bone
lays perilously close
to the flesh
of my hand -
Still I am more
than brittle bone,
the cold
unfeeling face
of glacial stone.
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Far from Boston
I will neuter it.
I will
mow that plot
before the plot thickens,
cut all the intrusive
outside of the box
gay blades -
In my narrow mind
I picture a broad lawn
a perfect rectangle
where I draw the line
with the demarcation of lime -
no random weed
or itinerant seed
will drop
will mix
will be felt
on my flawless
green pelt.
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Spring On School Street. Somerville, Mass.
*A poem about the street I live on.
It always had a bit of animal magnetism.
How can you explain
the cars that careen down
its pockmarked pavement
like a school of frenzied
hypersexual salmon
Salsa and Hip-Hop
blaring from the open windows
racing
to spawn with the others
on Somerville Ave?
It attracts
the turbaned men
with long shocks
of white beards
the pedestrian
who screams consistently
at 5 P M
to imaginary demons.
In the Spring
always a new breed
of lovers
their faces so fresh
they put you to shame...
Invariably
you drift to the porch
with the first waft
of a fragrant breeze
the cat perched on your shoulder
above it all
to take it
in
again and again.
3 - Publishing History
A Holocaust of Toads - From Children Church and Daddies
SARDINES
- Handful of Dust
Furnished Room (Newbury St. 1978—Boston, Mass.) - *
Oddball Magazine * Taj Majal Review
Spring On School Street. Somerville, Mass. - From Poetry About. Com
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4 - Afterword
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